No matter how matter the distance between us

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 20:19:49 GMT

Wow, its been awhile since I updated. Nothing new has really happened. Last night I went to Somserset with Sheli, John, and Chaz, and just hung out! Sheli spent the night and then went home this morning. Today, Sara's spending the night and then she's coming to work with me tomorrow, then we all might go to John's hockey game. He's versing my high school, Dakota!
C, C-O-U, C-O-U-G-A-R-S Dakota Cougars are the best. HAHA! Thanks Sheli! Last weekend, on Sat. Brian came up to my dads house! WoW! Best day of my life by far. I miss him so much, I never see him and it kills me. I love him with all of my heart. Hunni, we'll be together forever!! Yeah, well im out..

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 02:06:46 GMT

Second semester started Mon. and I love all my classes. I have 2 with Sheli, YAY!

1st hour: Spanish with Bulgrin
2nd hour: Math with Warfield ( a class with Sheli )
3rd hour: Bio with Pfonnes ( a class with Shannon, Katrina, Matt, Lauren and Kirt )
4th hour: Speech with Basset ( a class with Sheli and Brittany )
**in the middle go to lunch**
4th hour: Speech with Basset ( a class with Sheli and Brittany )
5th hour: English with Lukens ( a class with Jessica and Brittany )
6th hour: History with Depew ( another class with Jessica and Brittany )

Yeah, so im glad with my schedule!! This week is going by so slow, wonder why??

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 19:32:51 GMT

Mon..:: Was the best day! I went over to Sara's house and visited with her for a few hours! I haven't seen that chick in forever! I miss her dearly and im so glad that I got to see her. We talked about all the good times that we had. I miss those days! I also got to hear about her "new best friend" Dan. He sounds nice and cool. Then we went over to my boyfriends house, and well we wont talk about that...lets just say that it wasn't a long visit.

Tues..:: Full day of school. It was the basic day at school. Boring, pointless. The usual, but then I met up with Sheli and everything was good! We're LIKE THIS! haha, Love ya Sheli! Came home and fell asleep on the couch, I haven't been getting much sleep lately, I just can't sleep at night.

Wed..:: Spanish and Math midterm. FUN FUN! I passed my spanish midterm with a 92.5% BABY!! I still have Mrs. Bulgrin which im so glad about. She knows my cuz Billy, so its all good with her. Then I went off to Math and I think I did good on it. Came home and fell asleep on the couch till Brian called and then we talked for about 3 hours, which felt good to do! Love you Hun!

Thurs..:: Bio and Health midterm. Bio wasn't that bad, its was really easy actually, and Health wasn't that hard either. I dont get why people make a big deal out of midterms, they're usually really easy...if you pay attention. The came home, made some lunch (yum yum) and then talked to my baby for a little then had to clean around the house before mommy dearest got home. Then chatted online for a few and then just worked on English midterm for tomorrow.

Tomorrow..:: English and History midterms are due, and then we waste the hour with watching movies! YAY! Finally a break from reading hundreds of questioins. Then in one week, my baby's comin up to my dad's house and we're spending the whole weekend together. I can't wait, I miss him so much! Then I'm going to Seans hockey game with Sheli and her brother Kurtis, then some friends are coming over to Sheli's and we're hangin out. Then Sat. we 're going to Matt's hockey game, and then who knows what.

...**Happy Sweet Sixteen Kelley**...

Other than all that not much has been going on really. People have been bugging me to update *cough* *cough* so I updated. I'm finally starting to like it here, but I still miss my Royal Oak and Troy peeps. Well, Im out for now...

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Sun, 09 Jan 2005 00:39:13 GMT

Well, Christmas break came to an end sadly on Wed. and I had to go to schoool. Everyone but our school basically had a snowday on Thurs. It was cool though, I got to see Sheli more because me and her are LIKE THIS! haha, love ya shel! Fri. was a different day, full of unexpected events. The one that really sticks in my head, is when my boyfriend said he wanted to go on a break. Im just really confused about the whole thing. I thought that me and him were doing alright, and everything. He told me not to worry about us, but I guess I was wrong, and he didn't know what the hell he was talking about. Sheli then took me out to her brothers hockey game. He was such a good goalie, he's 5 and he's so cute. Her other lil brother Shayne, was the cutest little kid i've ever seen. He's 3 and he called me his buddy. Ya gotta love that stuff. The 5 year old is named Shawn and wanted me to spend the night, but I had family coming over that night, so I told him I'd come back over the weekend. After the game, (which they won, GOOD JOB SHAWN) we went to a bar type thing and ate dinner there. They had an arcade and so me and sheli basically took over the racing car game thing, and of course...me and her tied, but we all know that im such a better driver then you sheli, haha! Today, I woke up and started cleaning the house, and then went outside and shoveled the snow, and then Aunt Joanne and my grandma came over for a little bit, and then they left, and my uncle solomon came over, and he's still here. I talked to one of my best friends, Sara today. It was so good to talk to her, we got alot of stuff cleared and just talked about anything and everything. I miss her so much, and sometimes I just sit there and cry because I know that she's not across the street anymore and the fact that I hardly talk to her anymore, it just kills me. I miss ya so much sara, and we have to hang out like 2 weeks or something, and maybe you can come up to my dads house and we can chill with mindy and bobbie, and damon, and maybe 2 special friends of ours. Tomorrow, I gotta work, unfortunately and then im gonna go to the movies with sheli, and maybe another friend of mine.

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 21:53:25 GMT

Happy New Year everyone! Well its been hectic! I still have a couple of days before I go back to school, so im enjoying the last few days. Everyone who was involved in the war in my last entry, thanks for stickin up for me, but this time, if she says shit, just ignore her. She's not worth your time or energy! LOL! Oh, thanks kimmie for makin my journal ALOT better! I love ya tonz kim! My chirstmas was good, I got alot of good stuff. My parents surprised me by getting me this really cool ring. Its 14 K white gold diamond ring, since diamonds are my birthstones, its so pretty! I LOVE IT! I hope you all got what you wanted for Christmas! I hope 2005 will be my year! I'll be 16 finally, and things will be good. It felt weird not spending New Years with my shiz, I always spend it with her, and this year I didn't. I miss her! More has happened, but im not feelin so good, so i'll write more later maybe...

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 21:22:52 GMT

Today was alright, i guess! My friend Wesley I found out today was hit by a car and now he's in a coma and in critical condition. Erin's heartbroken and couldn't stop crying today, I felt horrible, so she cried on my shoulder for a lil. This weekend was alright. Fri. went to Mindy's for her 16th party, and then Sat. just sat home and slept all day, and then Sun. did the same thing becuz I haven't been feelin good. One more day until break starts :-D can't wait! Brian might come up to my dads for New Years so I can't wait till then! I love him tonz but i hardly get to see him which sucks! I love you tonz babe! I gotta work alot too, so this break will SUCK! Hopefully, I can still do things with some of my peeps from R.O! Jessica is the biggest dork, but I love her to death! Today, me and her went power walking and then the bell ran so we ran to class and we tripped into class. It was the funniest thing! I love ya Jess! Well im gonna go get dinner started...

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 01:28:43 GMT

I didn't feel so good today. So it was kind of a icky day. Haven't been in a good mood, I've been thinking alot of the future for some strange reason. I wonder who my friends will really be, who my husband will be, will I ever have kids, what will my job be. I know im only 15, but idk, it kinda interests me. I have a major essay in english/history that we're doing, and Im seriously getting sick of it. We haven't even really started it, but OMG! Some of people dont like writing AT ALL and we have to do it to graduate! Well, my best friend and I are well idk! We're kinda talking, but then we're not. This whole moving thing wasn't the best idea, but i've met alot of really cool people. Liz. she's been a really big help with going to Dakota and everything. I was talking to her today in math, and we have so much in common so she knows what im going through and how I feel. I can talk to her about so many things, and I love her for actually listening to me. My mom is just UGH! I swear she doesn't accept me for who I am. She complains about me all the time. I can't do this right or do that right, and sometimes I just wanna sit down with her and say mom, this is me...accept it! Mindy called me today, and wow!! What a conversatioin! HAHA! Love ya Min! Shes finally 16! :)
Im thinking of joining the dance team, but im not sure! I love dancing and people tell me im good, so maybe i'll go out. Not sure. If you wanna help me make the decision (OOOO, big decision time :) ) then plz leave a comment! Well that's all for now...

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 20:28:23 GMT

Well I haven't updated my journal in a long ass time, so now that I finally have some time and im completely bored, I figured I'd update! So anyways...Im now going out with the most amazing guy that I will ever meet and his name is Brian! I love him so much, this kid is like seriously my world, and I went over his house this past weekend, with Kim and Jen. Love those girls to death! Then Jen's bf Steven, another awesome person, showed up and scared the shit out of me and and Brian and Jen. Then Brian and me went to go pick up Brian's friend Shane, who's really cool. I think he should hook up with Kim, but I guess he has a gf, but hopefully they'll hook up soon! Then we went to McDonalds, and I seriously pigged out, but that's ok! I was hungry! lol! School's been good, met alot more people, and wow! Jessica is the biggest dork I know, but I love her to death! Brian, loves Michigan State, so that makes him the coolest guy @ Dakota! He's the biggest sweetheart too! Brittany, that's my cheerleading babe! She awesome! Matt, he's WOW! Kinda different, but only in the best way! lol! Family's another story! Still, my mom and I haven't been getting along, but hopefully that will change! She just doesn't understand some of the things that Im going through! I wish me and her could switch places for once, so that she sees what I go through everday, it isn't pretty! Snowcomings coming up, and Im going with only the coolest people. Shannon, Davey, Devon, Savannah, Brian, me, Shelly, TJ, Kurt, and Matt! Whitney ( my lil sis) got really sick and had a 104 temp. for like a week, and scared me half to death, and now she's a cheerleader and cheering in a basketball game tonight, so that's all for now...

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 20:34:41 GMT

I haven't updated in awhile, so I thought I'd update now! Well my so called boyfriend isn't really talking to me, and it kinda makes me wonder what's wrong? oh well, anyways...this weekend was pretty cool! I spent sometime with Mindy, and we were freak a leakin, lol! Gotta love that girl! Yeah, and then some shit started up, and it was all because some people dont know how to tell the fucking truth! It's really retarded, and now idk whats gonna happen! OH WELL! Im kinda tired, had a LONG ASS day @ school, that's all for now!

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 21:22:25 GMT

Hey everyone! Its been a hectic week. Schools been going on forever, and today just killed me. Today in first hour I found out that my friend gabrella died on sun. due to lukemiah! It was so great to find that out! I didn't really know anyone, and then i met her on the first day, and she was so nice! Now i really wanna go back to kimball. There's nothing there @ dakota, yeah i have friends, but i mean, i have friends @ kimball who are always there for me and i know they're there for me. Kimmie's always there for me to talk to and she's always giving me some good advice i love her so much! Thanks Kimmie! Well im not really in the mood for writing, so thats all for now...

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 20:00:15 GMT

Nothing really special's happened over the last couple of day. I found out that this guy who i really like ALOT likes me too, which puts a smile on my face =0) (Thanks for the smiley kimmie) We went out about 2 years ago then broke up and just didn't really talk till like a couple of days ago. He's really sweet to me, but people tell me differently. I wanna follow my heart, and he said he wouldnt' hurt me, so idk what's going to happen! My other special friend, has a girlfriend, who i guess he likes, so that's alright i guess...anyways, volleyball tryouts are tomorrow and i'm a nervous wreck, with all these new people, its kind of intimitating, but im not letting that get to me. I can't wait to find out if i made it or not...its so UGH! Dakota is so much better now, im actually starting to really like it. Me and Jess, wow, talk about dorks! Powerwalking down the hallways, and the cuba project, LMAO!! i love ya jess!! My friend John was supposed to come over on friday, but that didn't really work out, i miss him alot! He's such a nice and sweet person! He plays hokey, and is really good at it, he'll make it to the big times i swear!! well that's all for now...Jenny you gotta pimp this shit out!! haha!

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 20:08:03 GMT

This weekend ROCKED! Friday, Sara came over, John was supposed to go, but he had to go to his sistes violin recital =0( So Sara spent the night and we just chilled together, then on Sat. Sara went home and Jen came over and she did my hizzair! She's comin over for snowcoming, dont know who im taking yet, but hopefully my original plan will remain the same. Then we took Jen home and Kimmerz came over and spent the night! We went to the Dakota game and chilled there until the 3rd quater then just came home, because we were FREEZING! So my mom took us to CVS got some "supplies" (lol) and rented some movies, then we just came home and chilled where it was nice and warm! Kimmie sadly went home on Sat. and then the rest of the day sucked! I found somethings out over the weekend too, and it broke my heart! I dont think people should say they really love you unless they seriously feel that! I wish love didn't hurt so much, and wasn't so tricky! I love him with all my heart, and then he does something that seriously has this effect on me that i've never felt with a guy, he means the world to me, and i would do anything for him...i hope he knows that, but now im thinking maybe he doesn't and he's just using me, my friends tell me to leave him alone, and dont talk and put up with him, but how can i do that, when my heart tells me to stay!! I wish i knew the right choice, well if he reads this i want him to know i will ALWAYS love him and nothing will change that, and i hope he feels the same towards me. That's all for now...

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 01:53:51 GMT

OMG! I'm so happy right now, this weekend is going to rock! Friday, Sara and John are coming over and we're just gonna hang out and do whatever, then Sara's spendin the night and going home on Sat. Then on Sat. Jenny's coming over for a lil before she goes to babysitting and then when we take Jenny home, we're gonna go pick up Kimmie who's comin over and coming to the game with me and Savannah, Sharron, Katie, and me, then she's spending the night, and then I might be going to her house on Sun. I can't wait! I get to see all my R.O peeps again! Its just gonna suck when they leave! I'll miss them again! Well volleyball tryouts are next week, and im anxiously waiting for them to come around so i can just get this over with. Dakota's getting alot better for me. Its not as bad as im making it out to be, but still kimball will always be my #1 school! well that's all for now...

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 02:00:04 GMT

Today was sweet!! I got to school, and just hung out with all my friends, which made me happy since being home isn't going to hott right now. Then when I got to 5/6 hour I hung out with Jessica (Love ya) and got to see a special someone. It was cool, I really like him, but he doesn't know it. I hope he likes me too. Anyways, Kimmie might be coming over on Sat. and we'll be going to the game on Sat. with Savannah and Shannon, then spend the night and then I might go over her house on Sun. and just hangout there for a lil! I was talking to Brittany today, and we both love Royal Oak! God!! I miss it so much! I hate how I can't see any of the peeps from R.O anymore, and if i wanna talk to you guyz, its long distance!! UGH! Volleyball conditioning was halarious today, Savannaha and I are so weak, haha...We have lower body muscles, *wink* *wink* We're both really soar, but its all good! After conditioning her mom bought us McDonalds and we stuffed our faces, it was soooooooooo good! I haven't had that in sooooooo long! I can't wait till snowcoming...its gonna be sweet! Going in the limo w. Savannah and Marissa! YEAH! Well i'm gonna go, that's all for now...

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 01:31:01 GMT

Well the last couple of days have been really hard for me. Well sunday wasn't so bad. Went to the church to celebrate my great-great-grandpa Joes death, which i didn't even know he died. I guess he died last year or something and we just found out like 3 months, sweet I know! Then we celebrated my grandmas birthday, she turned 57!! DAMN SHE'S YOUNG!! lol! That was baiscally it. Then Monday, went to school and all that fun stuff, came home, just collasped on the couch and fell asleep for awhile. I cried alot on monday, because I kept thinking about Royal Oak and how much I really miss it there and all the people there! I wanna go back so bad...I wish I could, my mom found a job back there, which is really retarded because she got a job down here, thats why we moved, and now she got another one back there. Thats all for now...

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 02:13:05 GMT

Well first of all, I want to give a shout out to the fabulous, hott, pimpette kimmie! HAHA! I love that girl to death! She's my sister! We're gonna party like no other when you turn 16 hun. Anyways...today, woke up cleaned the whole house, which isn't fun AT ALL! Then I went to the store with my mom and saw some people from Dakota @ the mall. Hung out with them for a lil while my mom shopped around the mall, then came home and cleaned some more! OH YEAH! Then my aunts and uncle came over for the usual game night, FUN FUN! Came home sick yesterday from school, and slept alll day, it felt sooooooo nice! I needed to sleep. Kelley came over for a lil, and I found out that im living on an anciet burial ground. GREAT! lol, good timez! Tomorrow my dad got tickets to go see the lions game, so me, my dad, and uncles are all going to the lions game, which is saweet! My mom and siser aren't going, they hate football, I don't know why they dont love it, it so fun to watch. Speaking of football, Michigan won against MSU, which shouldn't have happened because MSU is my school!! lol, but now i owe Devon $5 and some other people other things, *wink* *wink* My parents are talking about me going back to kimball, but they're not so sure yet. I hope I do go back, Dakota isn't so bad, but I really miss Kimball. Everyone at Dakota knows me as "Billy's cousin" and that's really starting to get old, REAL fast! Plus, Kimballs where I belong. So im keeping my fingers crossed...well thats all until tomorrow...